Big Bang Masterpost "Open your Eyes, Open your Heart", Jared/Jensen, Nc-17

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Fic title: "Open your Eyes, Open your Heart (proud like a god don't pretend to be blind)"
Author name: the_milky_way
Artist name: babycin
Genre: RPS AU
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, hinted Danneel/Sandy
Rating: NC-17
Word count: ~ 30.000

Summary: “Times where the band was all over the news and the new best thing are long gone. Sure, they are still on the road, still attract a decent crowd but they haven’t a released anything new in close to three years now. About to lose their record deal Jensen is desperately trying to find new ideas. But writing new songs proves to be much more difficult than it used to be. On a chance night he finds inspiration, only for it to turn out to be a washed up casting star seemingly earning his money out on the streets. That’s not really what he had in mind as his new muse. Jared, though, seems determined to stay around.”




Part I * Part II * Part III * Part IV

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PDF (with Art)


ART: Masterpost

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Notes:
Please check out babycin's awesome Art Post here and leave comments. Thanks so much babycin for the great artwork and for creating the file, it was a pleasure working with you on this.

My first Thank you goes to my beta readers parka_girl and enablelove . Thank you so much for keeping up with me and reading through it. Your suggestions helped a lot and I'm grateful for your help.
You are awesome. All remaining mistakes are, of course, mine.
Credit for the Band's name goes to kros_21 and morgentau who suggested stuff in long comments and I kinda stuck with that one idea. Thanks girls. :)
Another round of "Thank you's" goes out to those who have been holding my hand through all of this, so basically half my flist. You guys are awesome and I really appreciate all the encouragements and comments.

Thanks to wendy and thehighwaywoman for running this every year.

Title taken from the Guano Apes song "Open your Eyes"

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Soundtrack:

* There are three links to YouTube videos of the songs within the story, in case someone wants to listen to them while reading.
These are the songs that inspired me during writing and some of them made it into the story.



01. Guano Apes "Open your Eyes"
02. Hurts "Wonderful World"
03. Andrew Belle "In My Veins"
04. Roxette "Way Out"
05. Embassy "Gravity"
06. Lifehouse "Halfway Gone"
07. Hurts "Stay"
08. Guano Apes "Oh what a Night"

Soundtrack in a zip.file re-uploaded

Comments

[jennylynneh.livejournal.com]

Well done! I really related to Jensen's character in this. I loved the feel of the panic attacks written into the story. It was realistic and brought the emotion to the forefront.

As a long-time sufferer of panic attacks, I completely understand the hesitancy to use medication. I went for about five years without writing because my dosage was too high and when they lowered it last year, it was as if the right side of my brain suddenly woke up and went into overdrive. ;) It was a startling difference.

Anyway, I really loved this fic. I've linked it on my delicious fic rec list (http://www.delicious.com/jlynne_spn).

[the_milky_way]

Thank you so much.
It means a lot to me to know that people actually can relate to the characters and the situations they are in.

I'm someone hesitant to use meds as well, so I kinda of thought it would make sense to have that there as well. Some small things can make such a difference.

I'm glad it worked for you and that you enjoyed reading this. Thanks so much for the link. :)