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Fic title: "There’s something in the silence I never used to feel"
Author name: the_milky_way
Artist name: angelicfoodcake
Genre: SPN FPS
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Word count: ~ 16.300

Summary: Dean’s only ever known Sam. Sam has always been there. It’s the times Dean has to pretend, when he has to tell people he doesn’t know Sam or when they have to pretend not to be brothers that Dean actually thinks about it. Sam’s the little brother, the best friend and in the end, the only one Dean wants. But it’s only when they pretend that Dean allows himself to think about the last one of these facts. Sam is Dean’s entire world, he just doesn’t know if he’s Sam’s as well.

Notes: This was writtn for the Sam/Dean Minibang at samdean_otp and also fulfills the prompts of "spring", "winter","past", "future" and "dawn" on my Dean Winchester: A Year to Survive table at spn_30snapshots.
The titel is gratiously taken from Westlife's "The Difference in me".

Thank you so much silverraven for the beta sevices and suggestions.
Thanks to akintay for looking everything over. You guys have been a great help.

Check out angelicfoodcake's Art for this story because it's awesome. :) Thanks so much for choosing my story and creating art for it.
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* Part I: In the past – 1988 to The spring of 1997
* Part II: The dawn of something new – almost summer of 2001 to 2001 – 2005 The time in-between
* Part III: 2010/2011 - The Winter of Revelations to 2011 and on to the future

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