Well done! I really related to Jensen's character in this. I loved the feel of the panic attacks written into the story. It was realistic and brought the emotion to the forefront.

As a long-time sufferer of panic attacks, I completely understand the hesitancy to use medication. I went for about five years without writing because my dosage was too high and when they lowered it last year, it was as if the right side of my brain suddenly woke up and went into overdrive. ;) It was a startling difference.

Anyway, I really loved this fic. I've linked it on my delicious fic rec list (http://www.delicious.com/jlynne_spn).